So there's a guy ...

... don't you like when stories begin like that. I mean, the story can only get better from that point, right?!

Well, this story has way too many ups & downs, more so than what I believe I can handle, unfortunately.

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I began this blog in 2008 & never looked back. Considering it is a new year I decided to go back to my passions and writing being one of those passions. 

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So .... There's a guy. Matter of fact there are a few guys. I'm 29 ... Still single. Even though I have a healthy dating life. And I do mean dating. No sexy time! Often times women confuse dating with sex, which I don't get. Don't you want to get to know someone intellectually before the sexy time happens? I digress ... So I'm talking to a guy currently. Not really dating because we only went on one date. We've been talking for about a month. Here's the funny part. Obviously we are sexy texting (nothing wrong with that). My concern lies because I think he has the impression that I'll be giving it up soon. Which is incorrect. I believe women, heck people in general are sexual beings. 

I don't see the problem with sexy texting. I think it's quite fun. What is my meaning behind talking about this? I suppose to clear the air and say it's ok to sexy text. 

Now, I did say there are a few guys. Thanks to Internet dating I feel like I date at least daily. It's quite sad but I activate these accounts so men can tell me how attractive that I am. On occasion I do end up going to coffee or drinks with them. Nothing serious ever comes of it though. 

Isn't there always a guy that you hold on to?! Well, I have one. We dated for a couple of years & I thought that he was the one. Well, we had a messy break up ... I refer to him as man friend. Simply because he never wanted to commit. Therefore, never got the title of boyfriend. Well, we reconnected after a year and I thought that this was do or die. I was hopeful that we would make it. But, NO! Dang it! Another one bites the dust. Here I go leaving myself open to another chance with him & again I am victim to his tomfoolery! Suppose, I can't blame him for everything but in my head I do! Lol 

But, I write about the past in order to learn & grow. How can I change my past behavior? How can I grow? 

Cheers to 2014